.my future.

What more can I say.?

I'm happy now that I finally got my dream course.

But at the same time I feel devastated.

Because I'm gonna miss my home.

My family.

My purring babies.

And of course, I'm gonna miss this town.

Dang.! Five years mehh.

Mesti nanti homesick like gila punya lorh.

Aiya.

.opkim: sabak bernam.

        We went there on May, 31st. I've been delaying to update the pics because, oh I dunno. Malas maybe.? OPKIM is the abbr. for Operasi Khidmat Masyarakat yang selalu dianjurkan students UiTM. This time saya dapat join. The selected village is Kampung Pasir Panjang, Sabak Bernam. And students stayed with their famili angkat, which are randomly chosen. My family is great. And I'd love to come home to Sabak Bernam again, for it was such lovely memories we treasured when we were there :)

Sawah padi.

Those beautiful clouds.

My lovely clouds :')

Sangat susah nak cari scarecrow di sana. Saya dapat jalan-jalan tiga kali di sawah padi. Cari punya cari, akhirnya dapat jugak saya tengok orang-orang secara live :D

 Dua orang kakak angkat saya.

Aktiviti kami.

 When we're at mom's workplace.

Mak angkat kami buat kuih raya. Nak tempah.?

Ngeeee :DD

 Amboi marah nampak.

Hasil titik peluh kami c(;

Serba pink raja sehari.

Aiseymann orang tengah tu. Saya cairr x)

Orang sibuk merewang, kami sibuk kacau pengantin.

 Ye, kakak saya cantik.
Kenapa.? Nak nombor.? :D

 My bestie. Gedikk.

Ini bukan saya yang snap, tapi secret admirer dia yang snap.
Ingat saya tak tahu. Kan dah kantoi.

Gamelan Jawa ye. Bukan Minang.

Excuse ma sis. Hee~
Saya tak try main. Dah puas main gamelan sekolah dulu.

 Tradisi pembukaan kuda kepang.

 Bestie gedik nak main kuda kepang.
Bila naik hantu orang tu baru tau takut.

 Nightmare.

Menjerit saya bila benda ni keluar.

 Satu UiTM.?

Maybe lepas ni dah tak lagi.

Saya nak berhijrah masuk uni yang 1Malaysia.

Pantai Pasir Panjang.

 How the heck budak dua orang tu tak rasa gatal.?

Ini bukan pantai Langkawi.

 Adik angkat saya nak layan emo tepi pantai.

Konon :P

 Depan pantai ada lembu tengah meragut.

Rasa macam nak culik je lembu orang ni.

Ini saya curi gambar orang.

Rumah keluarga angkat.

I'll miss this place :')

"Tomok gila."
>.<

.pohonUSM dan UPU.

    Sudah berapa hari blog ini ditinggalkan ek.? Ehh, tapi saya ada mission ye. Itu sebab tak berkesempatan nak tulis entri. Apakah.?

    (: Saya kena buat research la. Amboi, perkataan nak gempak saja. Research. Haha. Buat research tentang course apa-apa yang saya mahu isi dalam borang UPU. Almaklumlah, kita ni buat kerja semua nak last minute kan kan. Time kena isi borang itu la juga time dia sibuk pening nak decide mohon apa.

    Yang teruknya, boleh pula si empunya diri ni update fasa 2 permohonan USM betul-betul setengah jam sebelum fasa 2 itu ditutup. Itupun isi macam nak tak nak je. Itupun lepas fikir dua tiga kali. Mahu isi.? Tak mahu isi.? Perlu.? Tak perlu.? Sebabnya kan, kalau dapat tawaran USM tu, kemungkinan BESAR saya akan TOLAK. Jadi, bila mengisi tu, ishh~ Sangatlah merepek permohonan yang saya buat. Mahu lihat.?

     
     Okay, first choice itu buat masa permohonan fasa 1 dulu. Dan memang tak dapatlah kan dengan result saya yang sederhana itu. Masuk fasa 2, aiseymenn. Dia tak bagi tukar pula. Freeze la dia sendirian di situ. Tidak mengapa, ada TUJUH lagi isi-tempat-kosong yang tersedia. Tapi saya guna tiga je tempat kosong. Kalau orang lain tengok mesti marah kan.? Ye la, ada peluang diberi tapi take for granted. Ehh, kejap. Saya tak berniat. Saya ada sebab yang SANGAT KUKUH untuk tidak memilih USM.

    Second choice. Dulu pernah berangan-angan nak jadi technician kapal terbang. Tapi terbantut. Prett.! Sebab SAYA TAK MINAT FIZIK.! Fizik pada saya, SANGAT SUSAH. Dreadly susah. Nak pengsan susahnya. Masa asasi dulu tu sampai menangis sebab rasa macam tak boleh buat. Tapi Alhamdulillah lepas la juga time final. B-. Nasib tak fail. Tapi mohon juga Aerospace tu buat apa.? Sebab rasa macam tak akan dapat. Haha c(;

     
    Pilihan ketiga, FORENSIK tuu~ Memang tak lah kan. Saya ni memang la peminat setia CSI, NCIS, Bones, Criminal Minds, and every TV series tentang forensic and crimes ni. Tapi tengok je la. Terlibat.? Oh tidakk.! Adoi, takut la. Saya tak ada courage untuk buat seperti yang orang forensik buat kepada dead body. My friend pernah tunjuk video pembedahan forensik keatas 'subjek'. Alamak, saya boleh tengok for the first ONE minute je. Itupun dah rasa ngerii. Again, membangkitkan persoalan, kenapa saya letak forensic science sebagai pilihan.? Sebab rasa macam tak akan dapat juga. Weeeeee~

    
    Last choice, major in Biology. Yang ini, saya 50-50 antara dapat atau tidak. Saya letak pilihan ini sebab saya dah tak tahu nak pilih apa lagi. Kalau USM bagi tawaran ini, well, saya kemungkinan besar (lagi) akan tolak. Maaf.

     Ye, sekarang saya mahu tunjukkan the reason why saya tak mahu masuk ke USM.

    Yeh see that.? See.? My first and second choice, are dedicated for Veterinary courses. YES. I wanna be a vet. And yes, I WILL. InshaAllah. Pray for me will yeh.?

    Third one, well, kalau tak dapat Vet (PLEASEEEE JANGANN) I'd rather have this. Atleast saya boleh juga la buat kalau bab kira-kira ni. But effort kena kuat sikit. Saya ni malas sikit kalau bab study Math. But still, better than Physics and Chemistry. And dengar cerita gaji actuarist ni banyak ek.?? Haha, tak apa. Itu belakang punya kira.

    Fourth one, kalau yang ini lepas graduate boleh kerja lab. Dulu terfikir juga nak jadi biotech researcher. Nak nak lagi lepas tengok berita government hantar students biotech ke South Korea. Wah, kalau saya dapat jadi macam mereka, boleh jalan-jalan ke negara Han and curi-curi pergi Inkigayo tengok SNSD. Okay, angan-angan Mat Jenin.

    Fifth one, INI AYAH YANG SURUH. Ayah memang.! Dah tahu orang tak pandai Fizik dia suruh juga pilih yang ni. Ishh~ kalau setakat mekatronik saja, tanpa "program kerjasama bla bla.." tu, dah sah sah la saya tak mahu. Satu-satunya attraction course ini pada saya adalah UMP bekerjasama dengan HsKA dari German. So graduates akan dapat two certificates, each from the universities. Means, kalau cemerlang, boleh la try luck untuk kerja dengan syarikat from German. Like Mercedes.

    The sixth one, aeronautical engineering. Eh. Mahu kerja dengan MAS lah. Ngehehe~

    The last two choices, both majors. Grad je, terus sambung Masters. Apa lagi, lecturer la jawabnya.

    Haa, saya langsung tak mohon UKM, UM, and UIA. Dulu berdegar-degar tak mahu sambung belajar jauh-jauh. Nak yang dekat saja macam these universities. Tapi sekarang rasa takut pula mahu memilih uni-uni tersebut. Takut mereka demand. Takut saya tak terpilih. Hmm, mungkin saya akan alter balik permohonan ni. Tengok la. Tapi maybe tidak juga. Aiya, bikin pusing ini pasal woo. Teheee.

    

Bye.!

.veterinarian : just another type of doctor.

    To be a doctor or veterinarian.?

 This is what they want.

But this is what I want.

   Since I was small, I've watched endless episodes of National Geographic. Unlike any other normal kids which prefers Disney or Cartoon Network or anime or anything, I'm awed by the collection of documentaries they showed on TV, be it National Geographic, Animal Planet, Crocodile Hunter, etc.

    
    My passion and love in wildlife and nature grows stronger time by time. There were times I dreamed of being a marine biologist, diving with fascinating creatures in an entirely different world. There were also times I dreamed of being a wildlife expert, trying to find out the hidden secret of magnificent beasts. And even until today, I still hold on to my dearest dream of all, to work with the National Geographic crews.

    It seems so impossible. But I know it isn't. I'll try.
 

    And my first step, is to be a veterinarian.

    And this is where I get confused.

   
    Tho my goal are determined, my family opt for the contradictory.

Be a doctor, a great one that'll make us proud.

     I'm in doubt. Now. 

.my new hoodies.

    On last Saturday, I've finally received my new hoodie that I bought online :) Yay.!

    It was my first time experience, buying things online. I was so excited. And I'm glad that I made the choice to buy it. What more, the person who sold the hoodies gonna keep the money as charity for stray cats and dogs fund. They got a facebook page, named "Kucing Terbiar & Anjing Jalanan". So that makes me even glad, thinking that my money will be used for good things.

This is it, my new+first ever cute hoodie:

    I wore this shirt for one whole day. Sangat bangga dan menunjuk-nunjuk masa tu. Pretty gedikk eh.?? :DD

.science foundation uitm puncak alam.

    Having graduated from Asasi Sains PI080 UiTM Kampus Puncak Alam just recently, I thought of writing down my experience while I was a student, back then.

    Matriculation program, 1-year duration, 2 semesters, and 4 subjects to be learned. Which are Bio092/Bio096, Chm091/Chm095, Phy093/Phy097, and Mat094/Mat098. Banyak belajar basics, lebih kurang sama macam SPM dulu. Well, maybe just a little deeper.

    To me, subjek Fizik SANGAT SUSAH.! >:O

        
        Fizik tak basic ye. Dia punya masuk tu memang masuk dalam gila-gila. OK what I meant was, learning Physics was almost like we're preparing to be an engineer. Dan kalau Fizik kami sesusah itu, I really can't imagine what the engineering foundation students had to face. Pernah tanya, they said, "Macam nak mati punya susah." I dunno la true or not. Tengok muka selamba yaya je. Macam takde hal. But ada la SEGELINTIR people said Physics is a piece o' cake. Fine la kan, KAU PANDAI.!

    Other subjects, ok ok la. Math sama susah je macam Addmath dulu. So, it's not really a problem. Bio's my favorite. Chem has always been a pain in a neck to me. But overall, I'm easy. Tho result total CGPA takdela gempak mana but I'm over it. Enough mourning. Hehe~

    Let's talk about somethin' else. The hostel. Sorry la kalau dengar macam bragging je kan, tapi memang nak brag pun. So that future students yang bakal duduk hostel kampus rasa macam excited nak masuk Puncak Alam. Kampus UiTM Puncak Alam adalah kampus yang paling terbaik.! I've been to UiTM Shah Alam, UiTM Puncak Perdana, UM induk, and UPM Serdang. Dah pernah tengok hostel mereka. And that makes me really appreciate it that we're placed at Puncak Alam. At first memang rasa sangat terbeban, because tak biasa duduk asrama. Homesick jangan cakap la. The first two weeks I was being such a crybaby. Every week balik rumah. Tapi mesti la bila dah terbiasa, baru dapat rasa best nya asrama kami. Tapi homesick still tak hilang sampai habis study. :DD

    Wanna see my room.?

Saya tak mau hipokrit. Memang ini la condition bilik kitorg sentiasa.

Sorry roomie, bocor rahsia yang kita ni malas kemas bilik :DD

My portion of the room.

Yes, lantai berjubin ye. Not simen. Licin dan sejuk. :D

    We always let our windows opened, day and night. Because at Puncak Alam, every evening we got wind blowing in. Kalau nap petang, sangat best. And kami satu rumah memang selalu tidur petang pun. Oh did I mentioned "rumah" just now. O yeah, hostel kami is like apartments. Satu rumah ada 4 bilik. Setiap bilik ada 2 penghuni. We got ruang tamu, and satu bilik mandi besar (1 toilet, 1 bathroom, and 1 combined.)

    And every night, suhu environment memang sejuk. I really love it. Sebab kat Shah Alam ni panas sangat, kilang keliling.

    Other pics:

 Wardrobe iron je. Biasa la hidup student.

Pedulikan baju yang bersepah. Saya ni bukan gadis melayu terakhir.

Meja study ku. Saya tak boleh study kalau meja kemas.

Terlihatlah Campbell and Giancoli tersayang.

 Harta karun tersembunyi. Megi goreng, wajib fr supper.!

Budu tersembunyi dalam suratkhabar. :D

 Kabus hujan di tengahhari.

Sejuk woo~

 Students engine baru balik after their final papers are done.

 

 

Bangunan FPTP from our window, at night.

 Romantic eh.?

Eleh, tiap-tiap malam asyik ngadap benda sama..

    The things that I like most masa jadi students Asasi Sains are our house+housemates and my classmates. Mereka sangat happening. :DD

     O one more thing before I forget, to future penghuni hostel UiTM Puncak Alam, BEWARE OF CHARLIE.! I'm so lucky kerana tidak pernah diganggu charlies seperti orang lain. Haha :DD Goodluck lah korang.!

    O ye O ye lagi satu, bersedialah untuk berhadapan dengan tangga "batu caves" kebanggaan kami. Haha ^^

p/s: AKU BENCI TANGGA TU.! 

*Update 2014: I notice that this post had been referred by a lot of future students fr Asasi Sains UiTM. Know that this post is out-dated, and I'm very sure PALAM didn't look like how it used to be. I think it's getting more and more beautiful and full of life nowadays. And from what I heard, PALAM isn't as cool and breezy anymore due to the existence of PALAM neighbourhood (maknanya makin byk rumah and industrial buildings la dibina kat sana). But whatever it is, I just wanna say, I had great experience being there. (:

Maybe the subjects that you guys will take aren't the same anymore. Maybe the house you'll live have different furnitures. Maybe the view is a lot more different. Maybe the environment changes. Tapi ingat, you are going to embark on a new journey. Be prepared. Life in the university is not like how we're used to during highschool. You will face some difficulties. Definitely will meet few a**holes that will make you hate your life. Some people will be so selfish.

No one is there to control you. Nak skip classes.? Nak lepak sampai tengah malam.? Malas nak ulangkaji, buat assignment.? Suka hati je takde orang amik kisah. So you better get your sh*t together and learn some self-control. If you don't, you'll regret it later.

Pesanan akak untuk adik-adik akak, go and have fun. Don't be afraid. Bagi akak, sejujurnya, subjek-subjek asasi tu In Shaa Allah senang dan boleh di-tackle. Jgn takut. Lecturer semua baik-baik. Cari kawan yg elok perangai. Sorry la akak dah takde gambar-gambar lain dah. Banyak gambar dengan kawan-kawan masa kat sana. Kalau still rasa curious, boleh usya page FB UiTM Puncak Alam Troll.

Dengar-dengar lagi, katanya student asasi akan dipindahkan. Hmmmm..