.inconsolable.

    Dear my dreamy cloud,

      Hey, you were there that day. Wow, after all these times, after that many silly dreams, you were there. How weird it was, to see you. I saw you. How much you've changed. I don't know. It's been a long time. Although you never lose that calmness, that charm, the kind of peaceful feeling you emit when you're around. But as always, I looked away, though I know I'd be regretting it later. There's nothing I could do, well, I'll just find a way to bear it. Like usual. 

    From me, your dreamer :')

Inconsolable

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, oh
If you were here right now I swear I'd tell you this

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number so why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility, oh

I don't wanna be like this
I just want to let you know
That everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go
Oh, I can't let go, yeah

'Cause baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside, it's killing me
'Cause all I ever want
It comes right down to you, to you

I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable, oh, no no no
Don't you know it, baby?
I don't wanna waste another day

I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable, yeah yeah yeah
Oh, I'm inconsolable, whoa yeah
I'm inconsolable

    That song had always, and will continue, remind me of you.