.dreaming of the cloud.

I wish to dream of you.

Just like yesterday.

Everyday.

.pohonUSM dan UPU.

    Sudah berapa hari blog ini ditinggalkan ek.? Ehh, tapi saya ada mission ye. Itu sebab tak berkesempatan nak tulis entri. Apakah.?

    (: Saya kena buat research la. Amboi, perkataan nak gempak saja. Research. Haha. Buat research tentang course apa-apa yang saya mahu isi dalam borang UPU. Almaklumlah, kita ni buat kerja semua nak last minute kan kan. Time kena isi borang itu la juga time dia sibuk pening nak decide mohon apa.

    Yang teruknya, boleh pula si empunya diri ni update fasa 2 permohonan USM betul-betul setengah jam sebelum fasa 2 itu ditutup. Itupun isi macam nak tak nak je. Itupun lepas fikir dua tiga kali. Mahu isi.? Tak mahu isi.? Perlu.? Tak perlu.? Sebabnya kan, kalau dapat tawaran USM tu, kemungkinan BESAR saya akan TOLAK. Jadi, bila mengisi tu, ishh~ Sangatlah merepek permohonan yang saya buat. Mahu lihat.?

     
     Okay, first choice itu buat masa permohonan fasa 1 dulu. Dan memang tak dapatlah kan dengan result saya yang sederhana itu. Masuk fasa 2, aiseymenn. Dia tak bagi tukar pula. Freeze la dia sendirian di situ. Tidak mengapa, ada TUJUH lagi isi-tempat-kosong yang tersedia. Tapi saya guna tiga je tempat kosong. Kalau orang lain tengok mesti marah kan.? Ye la, ada peluang diberi tapi take for granted. Ehh, kejap. Saya tak berniat. Saya ada sebab yang SANGAT KUKUH untuk tidak memilih USM.

    Second choice. Dulu pernah berangan-angan nak jadi technician kapal terbang. Tapi terbantut. Prett.! Sebab SAYA TAK MINAT FIZIK.! Fizik pada saya, SANGAT SUSAH. Dreadly susah. Nak pengsan susahnya. Masa asasi dulu tu sampai menangis sebab rasa macam tak boleh buat. Tapi Alhamdulillah lepas la juga time final. B-. Nasib tak fail. Tapi mohon juga Aerospace tu buat apa.? Sebab rasa macam tak akan dapat. Haha c(;

     
    Pilihan ketiga, FORENSIK tuu~ Memang tak lah kan. Saya ni memang la peminat setia CSI, NCIS, Bones, Criminal Minds, and every TV series tentang forensic and crimes ni. Tapi tengok je la. Terlibat.? Oh tidakk.! Adoi, takut la. Saya tak ada courage untuk buat seperti yang orang forensik buat kepada dead body. My friend pernah tunjuk video pembedahan forensik keatas 'subjek'. Alamak, saya boleh tengok for the first ONE minute je. Itupun dah rasa ngerii. Again, membangkitkan persoalan, kenapa saya letak forensic science sebagai pilihan.? Sebab rasa macam tak akan dapat juga. Weeeeee~

    
    Last choice, major in Biology. Yang ini, saya 50-50 antara dapat atau tidak. Saya letak pilihan ini sebab saya dah tak tahu nak pilih apa lagi. Kalau USM bagi tawaran ini, well, saya kemungkinan besar (lagi) akan tolak. Maaf.

     Ye, sekarang saya mahu tunjukkan the reason why saya tak mahu masuk ke USM.

    Yeh see that.? See.? My first and second choice, are dedicated for Veterinary courses. YES. I wanna be a vet. And yes, I WILL. InshaAllah. Pray for me will yeh.?

    Third one, well, kalau tak dapat Vet (PLEASEEEE JANGANN) I'd rather have this. Atleast saya boleh juga la buat kalau bab kira-kira ni. But effort kena kuat sikit. Saya ni malas sikit kalau bab study Math. But still, better than Physics and Chemistry. And dengar cerita gaji actuarist ni banyak ek.?? Haha, tak apa. Itu belakang punya kira.

    Fourth one, kalau yang ini lepas graduate boleh kerja lab. Dulu terfikir juga nak jadi biotech researcher. Nak nak lagi lepas tengok berita government hantar students biotech ke South Korea. Wah, kalau saya dapat jadi macam mereka, boleh jalan-jalan ke negara Han and curi-curi pergi Inkigayo tengok SNSD. Okay, angan-angan Mat Jenin.

    Fifth one, INI AYAH YANG SURUH. Ayah memang.! Dah tahu orang tak pandai Fizik dia suruh juga pilih yang ni. Ishh~ kalau setakat mekatronik saja, tanpa "program kerjasama bla bla.." tu, dah sah sah la saya tak mahu. Satu-satunya attraction course ini pada saya adalah UMP bekerjasama dengan HsKA dari German. So graduates akan dapat two certificates, each from the universities. Means, kalau cemerlang, boleh la try luck untuk kerja dengan syarikat from German. Like Mercedes.

    The sixth one, aeronautical engineering. Eh. Mahu kerja dengan MAS lah. Ngehehe~

    The last two choices, both majors. Grad je, terus sambung Masters. Apa lagi, lecturer la jawabnya.

    Haa, saya langsung tak mohon UKM, UM, and UIA. Dulu berdegar-degar tak mahu sambung belajar jauh-jauh. Nak yang dekat saja macam these universities. Tapi sekarang rasa takut pula mahu memilih uni-uni tersebut. Takut mereka demand. Takut saya tak terpilih. Hmm, mungkin saya akan alter balik permohonan ni. Tengok la. Tapi maybe tidak juga. Aiya, bikin pusing ini pasal woo. Teheee.

    

Bye.!

.veterinarian : just another type of doctor.

    To be a doctor or veterinarian.?

 This is what they want.

But this is what I want.

   Since I was small, I've watched endless episodes of National Geographic. Unlike any other normal kids which prefers Disney or Cartoon Network or anime or anything, I'm awed by the collection of documentaries they showed on TV, be it National Geographic, Animal Planet, Crocodile Hunter, etc.

    
    My passion and love in wildlife and nature grows stronger time by time. There were times I dreamed of being a marine biologist, diving with fascinating creatures in an entirely different world. There were also times I dreamed of being a wildlife expert, trying to find out the hidden secret of magnificent beasts. And even until today, I still hold on to my dearest dream of all, to work with the National Geographic crews.

    It seems so impossible. But I know it isn't. I'll try.
 

    And my first step, is to be a veterinarian.

    And this is where I get confused.

   
    Tho my goal are determined, my family opt for the contradictory.

Be a doctor, a great one that'll make us proud.

     I'm in doubt. Now. 

.asasi sains uitm.

   

    I should have made this post earlier. I know it's kinda late already, but I hope this post can be a better reference in the future.

    Entri ini ditumpukan khas untuk pelajar-pelajar Asasi Sains UiTM.

Because I'll be providing a collection of

useful links from other bloggers regarding the program.

.general ideas. 

 .general ideas 2.  

.general ideas 3. 

.general ideas 4. 

.randomness. 

.randomness 2.

  .randomness 3.  

.the hostel : puncak alam.

  .the hostel : permatang pauh.  

 .packing guide. 

.asasi sains : sem ke-2. 
.OVERALL.  
(daily experiences, syllabus review, interesting stories, etc)

.10 interesting facts. 

(he forgot one thing, that most of us wasted our allowances on

useless stuff, such as dinner gowns, new touchscreen phones,

latest laptops, expensive foods, and yada yada)

    

    If there's more, will keep editing. :DD

.inconsolable.

    Dear my dreamy cloud,

      Hey, you were there that day. Wow, after all these times, after that many silly dreams, you were there. How weird it was, to see you. I saw you. How much you've changed. I don't know. It's been a long time. Although you never lose that calmness, that charm, the kind of peaceful feeling you emit when you're around. But as always, I looked away, though I know I'd be regretting it later. There's nothing I could do, well, I'll just find a way to bear it. Like usual. 

    From me, your dreamer :')

Inconsolable

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, oh
If you were here right now I swear I'd tell you this

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number so why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility, oh

I don't wanna be like this
I just want to let you know
That everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go
Oh, I can't let go, yeah

'Cause baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside, it's killing me
'Cause all I ever want
It comes right down to you, to you

I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable, oh, no no no
Don't you know it, baby?
I don't wanna waste another day

I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable, yeah yeah yeah
Oh, I'm inconsolable, whoa yeah
I'm inconsolable

    That song had always, and will continue, remind me of you.

.new craziness.

    *Urgh.! I just can't get "Mr.Taxi Taxi Taxi~" tune out of my head.!*

      Well, duh.! That's what you get after listening to it for like a hundred times per day. Yeah, imagine that.

     Anyway, I'd like show something, before I write down my thoughts.

    Okay now, this group is under Cat Farish's Ent. Initially known as P.R.Inc. Known now as  P.O.P (Prince of Pop). Had experiences in participating (if I'm not mistaken) Gangstarz on TV3. Already released a single titled "Buku Baru". In the process of completing their second single, "Main Jauh-Jauh". And I'm already addicted to this cover of DBSK's Hug. PLEASE Please Pleaseeeee watch this video. And pay your very attention at 0:43, 1:03, 2:17 and 2:28..

Kyaaaaaaaaaaa~

     Calm down, calm down, now Aliya... Relax, tak ada apa-apa pun. Nothin' really.. only just that Aye sangat kawaii.!

     My beloved Toma, please don't be angry with me. I still love you. It's just that ForTeen's RizuOne & Ariz and P.O.P's Aye and and V.I.P's Fadlan are SO cute that I just can't stop myself from screaming in a pillow, in front of my PC.

    Aye.! Gadis Malaysia dah tak perlu cari mamat Korea, kerana anda sudah ada.! of course saya tak tergolonglah sebab saya setia dengan Toma-oppa saya. ngeeeee~ 

    Soooo GOODLUCK to P.O.P, V.I.P, and ForTeen.! I'm always here, supporting you guys. Gambatte.!

.like tapi tak suka.

    Just a few days ago, one of my friend posted a note.

.gunakan like sebaiknya.

    She totally got a point there.

    People can be ridiculous sometimes. Like there's this one time I made a wall post on a group. And soon enough, a dude "like" it. Then I said to him, "Kau suka nampak.?" And he replied, " 'Like' tak semestinya tanda aku suka."

    What the heck.?

    
    Hello brader, anda belajar Bahasa Inggeris tak.? Like = Corresponding or agreeing in general or in some noticeable respect = Suka.

    Kenapa anda cakap "macam ni", sedangkan makna anda "itu macam". Kenapa cakap "kiri" sedangkan anda mahu ke "kanan".?

hehehe

    If you don't like it, DON'T 'like' it.! Senang hidup weyh.! Yang kau susah-susah 'like' post tu buat apa.? Nanti kau juga yang fed-up kena spam comment banyak-banyak. 

takde kena-mengena ;D